Tuesday, July 29, 2003

hey. i think shawn is dating yalan. sigh. and i admit i am jealous. damnit. ya and S and i's relationship is moving further and further away. oh well. that is life. treasure it while it lasts.

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Sunday, July 27, 2003

nuthing much's going to happen i think. got lotsa test coming i think ya.. sigh. but i am really looking forward to the softball training on monday. hee hee but after pe. sigh double period and i am running 2.4 aiyoyo... i have got to say i am starting to like jay chou's new song... my goodness what is happening to me.

must have been the change in solar elements or something. everyone is changing. yongliang is a dan sen again, yalan no longer sits with shawn in lecture. angela and yongliang. shawn's new bag and changed morning sleeping area. really puzzling. wonder if me and shawn started the ball rolling or was i blind before.

but wat ever the reason, i still have the results of the cards in mind. could still faintly remember the speeds of the cards. hmm. puzzled and confused. i think the cards were wrong somewhere.. yalan and shawn look like they are really to marry. tsk tsk tsk..

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hmm. want to add on to what happened the other time.
i asked the idiot to tell me he say ok. then he keep tricking me.
first say kk, yongliang has a girlfriend. then he say ok, he say there. i turned around and see then he smack me with his towel and say my taste where got so bad. F*** him lah. Come to think about him it was not my fault that i was angry.

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Saturday, July 26, 2003

Sigh. now there is a big problem in my mind. aiyoh. damn it lah.
that day i was sick then i was angry. then shawn keep refusing to tell me anything. then he tricked me this and that. pissed me off. then he was like angry too. hmm. did not talk to him for a day and a half. thanks to Kuek Lin. i am so grateful. she passed me the angel mortal thingy then told me to let the rest choose. so i had a chance to talk to shawn. then really he not angry with me lah, i guess. just a little sensitive. have to be careful next time. anyway. i have truly given up on finding who the girl is. could it be possible a hoax just to ask me whether he should confess to yalan? maybe.... hmm yalan is no longer that sticky to shawn too. wonder why. issit cuz of that girl? is not doing that well in studies.

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hmm. got this really big problem growing on my mind. James. am i being over sensitive or is he getting on my nerves. i am going to tell him i don't wana share locker with him liao. asap. monday? yup.
hmm it all started cuz he like keeps wanting to seat beside me. yesterday history was the most obvious one. yalan put her bag beside me. then he shift her bag to the next table then put his bag beside mine. so i very bad when he was away i made nadiah sit beside him. sigh. must explain to nadiah monday. or issit he don't wana seat beside shawn or what. hmm dunnoe lah. if he is giving hints. i think i am give hints too. hope he gets it.

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woohoo~ got soo much to say.
for interhouse softabll, i am vice cap of rono team 3. and eko is my cap! quite funny lah he. stupid joke about tapping the wrong person. (^-^) hmm flame for this some guy is definirtly fading. i hardly look at him sometimes. which is good ya. have training on thursday. haha happy happy. yalan says he is not bad too! woohoo~ and i lost weight. finally. weird though. never really seriously make it a must be lose the weight it just happened. keep it going girl!
what else have i to say.... yup really hope we could quickly get the sweater thing done with. gotta chase james for it.

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wah. i am really getting lazy. so long since i last updated.
the new angel mortal game has started and mine is baoyue! it was originally eunice. then shawn had 2 options he opened both and decided to take chao shun. stupid boy. then left baoyue with herself. hmm. she was really happy to get eunice.

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Wednesday, July 09, 2003

it's been a long time since i last updated this. hmm.
i have decided to not quit soft. i now realise that the reason i gave of fearing commitmwnt was false! i think it was after that trip to the ngee ann softball training that i suffered from depression. i was really demoralised after that training... when i went for the training in school on saturday i felt so much better. i was able to learn my batting and my throwing was not bad.

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Sunday, July 06, 2003

hmm.. not sure how life is these days. i was really having the lucky hand yesterday. was playing mahjong... i am really not bad at it though... hee hee
hmmm dunoe how to say life is definitly slowing down.. sigh..

after being high for so long
i fear i maybe going into depression....

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