Friday, October 31, 2003

got not much to type today. i am not in a mess now so don't worry about me. i am quite fine but just feeling very confused and kinda down.... i suppose i will sit for the retest just to see where i stand.
look on the bright side. being retained for one year is not as bad as failing a levels.

ŧōdaγ ώi|| ßє ŧђє ρasт ŧōмoѓґōώ

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Thursday, October 30, 2003

hey today's date. thursday, 30/10. today is a very special day for me. i have been told i will retain unless i decide to go poly. damn. oh well. after crying for nearly 45 minutes. i guess i am ready to talk about the matter seriously. i have decided to appeal to the priniciple to be promoted. hmm this means that i would not be going for more than the necessary softball trainings and no more designing of anything. no more fun time like playing squash. try no to sleep on the train and study instead. less shopping and go consult teachers. and less shopping trips. if don't understand go consult, don't try to gay qiang and try to solve things yourself. i have decided to do two retests.

if i fail in my appeal i will go for a few more tries. i guess i should retain rather than go poly. but the first thing on my mind is get promoted.

ŧōdaγ ώi|| ßє ŧђє ρasт ŧōмoѓґōώ

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Monday, October 27, 2003

hey hey today was totally the slacker's day. today go for chinese first period then and 2 free period and a break in between. so had around 2hours of card games. mahjong and dai de. then for gp went to watch ' dead man walking' then go for econs. the day ends here. slacking rite. totally agree.

hmm i am going to talk about movies again. hahaha. hmm i think i cryed a few times today.. seriously. i was tearing. it was more of the ending part when matt was going to be excituted. then helen was getting emotionally attached. not as in they fall in love but just that now you are getting to know this person more and he is put on death row. i really have to kaotow to sean penn for his role as matt. when he finally confessed to his crime hours before the execution

ŧōdaγ ώi|| ßє ŧђє ρasт ŧōмoѓґōώ

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Sunday, October 26, 2003

hee hee the prawns has have failed to acton me. i am still here. i must have eaten too little so i only ended up coughing. lucky me. tml is a new week and i am a bit of anticiapting and a little afraid. i think next week the school will decide what to do with us. ppl who can't promote.
hope hope hope and pray i promote.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~ €η€rgy≡●Кμηda●mi|κ●§нuωei●aн δι●+σгσ●

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tsk tsk tsk.. just ate dinner. and i am so dead. mom cooked those stupid chemical-filled prawns again.. shit shit shit. i am going to have allergy reaction again.. coughing like mad now. syptom number one. damn it. soon i will be coughing out blood. and i will itch like mad.. wat the hell.... hate those stupid prawn... now i can't eat my favourtie seafood. $%"£$%£$"%$£^

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~ €η€rgy≡●Кμηda●mi|κ●§нuωei●aн δι●+σгσ●

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Saturday, October 25, 2003

hm was playing some computer games today, then for some unknown reason, a scene from pianist flooded into my brain. it was the scene where the pianist was near the end of his fugtive years. the germans were leaving and he had the general's coat on him to keep him warm. then when he was wondering in the snow, he heard the polish soldiers and went out to look for them. then they polish soldeirs upon seeing his coat thought he was german and stared firing at him. it was what struck me. the emotion that had been evolved in me.

for many many years he had tried to avoid being killed by the germans. he survived their concentration camps, beaten still he could not stand. having his house bombed and nearly starved to dead as he was locked in. he went around like a shabby cat eating whatever he could find and hiding for dear life away from german soldiers. then when everything was about to end his life is at risk of being shot to death by POLISH soldiers. can you believe the irony of life? how fate has to ability to twist your life and make you a fool?

i am a firm believer of this. god, god from watever religion had got no control over how your life will turn out. what about the great greek gods? is our life controlled by them? the king of gods, Zues. the three sisters who share an eye, the three who decides when you die. people who do not believe in gods would say that fate is in your own hands. but do we really?

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~ €η€rgy≡●Кμηda●mi|κ●§нuωei●aн δι●+σгσ●

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it has been a week since i last left anything here... let's see.. i think i have become quite a spendtrift.. bought quite alot of things these days. the new bag. finally bought the puma bag. quite a good price, $50 for such a big bag. got loads of zips to put things in. too many i suppose. for me at least cuz i can't find my things sometimes. can't remember where i placed them.

then i also bought the latest energy cd. e3. angela brought me to this shop in chinatown bought it for $17.90. said to be the cheapest in town already. really like the album. i have been listening to it three days in a row. so sad toro is acutally really leaving. just hope that it does not mean that energy is also leaving. i think my heart will break. =p have the intention of buying their two previous albums too. tsk tsk tsk. i can hear echos in my piggy bank. oh ya linkin park's meteora costs only $16.50.

i think why i haven't been writing was cuz of my results. talking about it makes me very sad. i might not be able to promote after all. the school's promotion criteria is 2a 2 2ao. something that i don't have. tsk tsk tsk.. if i had not been careless and misread some mcq qns then went on to do the elasticity qns, i think, i seriously think i could have gotten an E instead of a big fat O.

the only scenario that i can be promoted will be:
there are too many ppl who cannot meet the criteria. and they have decided to push the level back to 1a 2ao. then i can still sit for the re-exam. i would go for econs. then if not i will sit for two papers, econs and maths. why not history? cuz i think i will not make it for kct's paper. if i retain. i might go poly or else i won't take history. and i came jc for econs and history. so ermmm.. does that mean i should choose poly over jc?

i am in a big dilemma. i hate the prinicple. jc is giving me ALOT of problems. the travelling time. softball, homework, project work what the hell. i just hope and pray i will promote. don't care if it means that i can't go for the aus trip. don't go loh. but i have a bad feeling it is not going to be so. i may have to fight nai land tooth to appeal myself and if i do get to promote, i will become the principle's 'best fren' damn. can't understand why school gets more sickening as we grow older. i absluotely loved school when i was young. kindergarden, primary school, secondary school. why?

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~ €η€rgy≡●Кμηda●mi|κ●§нuωei●aн δι●+σгσ●

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jaded out
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Sunday, October 19, 2003

hmm today and yesterday went shopping. saturday was window shopping. today was really shopping. finally got my new bag. hmm, the newspaper provided some nice tips on backing. too tired to type.. =p

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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Friday, October 17, 2003

was think today about K.G today.. i think hmm James is a little bit better tha her. poor mabel. i knew day 1 she was like that. when we had games for orientation, she said she was having headache so as a caring ogl i would allow her to go rest. but little did i know when i went to check on her, she was chit chatting happily with someone else. and i think she failed to realise that nobody was on the tracks and all had gone to the hall. if i did not go to her, i think she would have sat there to rot.

just got soem updates on K.G. tsk sk. god bless the group doing pw with her.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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jaded out
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today was another day to slack. hahaha. went to the library and borrowed some books. part 2 of the entreprenure thing today and i did not go. heard the p was so angry that people skipped the one yesterday.. was jumping all over the place, being his usual irritating self. threathened to call the parents of those who pon.. hai. mdm koh is a much better person than mr koh. at least she is a decidcated teacher just that she is irritating. mr koh is just a madman, unreasonable though he has good vision. he seems bent on creating a miracle and would go all out to achieve it. too bad he is adopting the wrong method..

tomorrow. tomorrow would be a more exciting day because i would be going out haha yes. i am going to go archard with adel and shit. lee pei geok and weiying could not make it because their schools were having open house. come to think about it. it is actually weird that jj had their openhouse in august. =P what can i say..

monday is when lessons start and 23 oct have to hand up the written report. woohoo~ actually i am starting to like mr ho.. quite cute not meaning the looks lah.. big problem about him is that he very chiong hei.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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Thursday, October 16, 2003

today is another day in the life of Li Yuhua. nothing much happened. the usual dull and boring life. wah lau damn it. the school made us pay $6 for entrepernuer thingy. it is very boring loh. then aiyah...£$"£$%"£%2 never mind. i went home to make friendship braclet heehee.. and ya the rainbow coloured thingy on my bag broke.. sad.. sob sob. never mind i shall innovate.. (~^^,~)

somemore so many ppl go bintan.. tsk tsk tsk.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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jaded out
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003

hmm today went out shopping at bugis and realised that there was alot of things that i wanted to buy but i wanted to save money so i did not buy.. i was really itching to buy. i ended up buying a scoonge. actually there was this really cool watch at the little shops there.. it was white and the clock face had patterns that would change.. $30 =p so expensive.. not really just that i just did not want to part with my money. maybe i would decide to buy a swatch watch. hee hee (^-^)..

halfway through the shopping i got a call that all those who were going aus would have to go back to school at 3pm for a meeting. 3!!! and the best thing about the whole thing was not the fact that we made to come at 3.. it is that the whole event lasted only an hour. really waste my time. i was like can't u do it another day? so annoying.


[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

hmm talk so much.. realise i have failed to address the issue of the disgusting scenes from junon.. ya the jap version we had this scene where some dead woman with a blue face, bulging eyes was half sliding, half climbing down the stairs face down. it was totally gross!!! i was like i think i am going to lose my appitiate tonight.

then there was the scene that the man was at the office and was totally freaked out by the sight of the dead woman.. he rushed out of the office in a frenzy and his college when into his offuice to check it out. then he was alone in the corridor sitting on the bench. that man was starting to calm down when he looked down.. u know how guys like to sit with their legs apart? well the man looked down and suddenly the face of the woman shot out from under the bench and reached up to grab the man. somemore it was taken from the view of the man so it waslike u casn imaging the ghost reaching out for u.... i was like wat the hell... i nearly screamed... i only made this werid sound from my mouth..

then there was this other scene where it was in the haunted house. then the staircase can see the door one.. this scene a teacher was with the boy at the area between the staircase and the door. then the teacher had just seen the body of his wife, pregnant in the haunted house. so he wanted to take the boy away. the house was really dark and the staircase u can't really see anything.. then as he was about to open the door, his handphone rang and a man was talking. he said he had taken the baby out and it was a girl.. the thing is that it was a premature feotus, and he was knocking it all over the place, oviously killing it. then the teacher freaked out and dropped the phone then he sank in despair. then the boy one of the cursed one took the phone up and communicated with the mom who was by the way dead. then the horror started.

there was something coming down the stairs, there was plastic sound, then before u know it, u see a pair of bulging eyes starting out. a woman with messay bloodied hair was crawling down the stairs, body twitching this and that. then constantly reaching out for u. and the scene switchin to allow the audience to see from the eyes of the victim. the woman crawls to u and cornerned, u can only stare helplessly and the woman crawls on top of u and right in your face...

well it was freaky rite.. ya.. berererererere

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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jaded out
@ |11:36 PM|

hey yo.. i just came home and had dinner. today had mcq for econs. damnit. not enought ime to finish my mcq.. got around 6 qns yet to finish. tsk tsk. i know very drama but you know the very old chinese shows.. the dead sentence is the judge throw the 牌 with the word 盏.. ya i was like die liao.. anyway.. WATEVER AT MOST RETAIN. then when to clementi for kfc and laughed myself crazy. when to shuwen's house to watch junon. i think this is that jap version of juon cuz there are alot of scenes missing and it was supposed to be korean. (-_-").. my money.. *flush*

none the less, it was still scary or should i say gross.. wah lau.. never been so scared in my life.. second to the time i watched the ring2.. stupid scene from the well. and ya the 933fm story about hands grabbing your ass when you shit. still remember i dare not go to the JEC toilet cuz i scared got hand grab my ass. then i 忍 all the way home. that was the first time i understand the meaning of 久...

reach home also got problem i ran to the toilet and took one long look and the bowl. with lightning speed i pulled down my pants and tried to force my the things i needed to do out. i had never siu siu so fast in my life. the whole experience took only about what lest then 3 minutes.. ya i was that fast.. and believe me. that was how scared i was...

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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jaded out
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Sunday, October 12, 2003

promos are finally over!!! i am free i am free!!!! but now i am worrying how to promote. damnit. urghhh what the hell.. hee hee so happy happy.. maybe will organise a bbq yar? but then 4g is going to have outing too.. hmm got chalet this year? hope so. tsk tsk if cannot promote i would definitley consider a course in poly. silly me. should have gone poly long time ago..
actually wanted to say alot of stuff but now i seem to have forgotten.. oh ya did i meantion that i have managed to kick him out of my locker quite some time ago? ha. i am the best.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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second thing is that i have bought my own sweater! for the cost of 35.. it is still ok.. it says new york and stupid boy keeps giving that face everytime i wear it. slap him arh. hmm anyway i like it. alsoi geok got one too. but it is a plain one. i like it alot cuz of the colour combi but it is abit bit too warm sometimes. never mind. it is meant for austrialia. yes. i am going aus!!! finally i get a chance to go overseas. hope no more stupid disease comes up to detroy my plans.

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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jaded out
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woah... after so long.. i have finally come back to my blog... so sorry dear blog.. was really busy.. hmm what should i update on.. there is just so many things to say..

one: the couples.. yalan and shawn are still together and have a sneaky feeling they are stuck together by superglue... haha just kidding. can see that shawn is making quite alot of changes to suit yalan... wah 这样好的男友哪里找...

the other confirmed couple would be james and yvonne. the girl is from another class. but both also don't like. james for a very obvious reason. he stinkes literally, a flirt without the looks, a total arsehole, big baby who likes to whine and what can i say. everything about him stinks. they are so funny.. not.. they are really an eye sore. don't know why.. in the morning must go to school early to avoid them. 去吃大便吧... hmm abit too mean am i? i think it is more meant for the guy not the gal. the gal should be a hero for sacrificing herslef so that all the rest of the girls can have a good nite sleep without having nightmares about james chasing them.

others don't know yet...

[Џϋħϋª] ~ ®ª|Ŋγ ~ ħªžγ ~ ѕυŊηЏ ~ с|oϋÐγ ~ ѕ+öгmч ~

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