Saturday, January 24, 2004

took my first SAT today, it was early in the morning, six, when i work up. soon the sky turned dark to rain. wah lau. i want to remain in my bed. damnit. i was in room 3 with eugene and alicia. nothing special actually happened except eugene got a little excited after seeing this pretty girl come into the room and sit somewhere near.. hahahaha.. when to taka and had a interesting conversation with wenhui and eugene.. wahahaha..

after SAT, went to have lunch with eugen, wenhui and tingren.. at least that was wat i tot. until, i saw that jesselyn and another fren not from jj was also joining us. very weird lah. i think if they were not around we could have a more lively conversation. in the end was me and eugene talking, jesselyn with the other guy then tingren with wenhui.. ask we were talking we came to taka wastons. looking at the soft toy dogs, wenhui overheard me and eugene's conversation and realised that all along we were talking about the same thing! 'we are both talking about very serious stuff today' -wenhui- wahahaha. then it was really funny.. we were so amused.. great minds think alike..

then on the way back, wenhui and i made a confession!!! hahahahahaha i was really not alone.. the angish i felt in my diary were also shared by someone else.. i wonder who else was there.. too bad i am not with the class hence i can't see alot of things.. anyway, i have my resouces..

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Friday, January 23, 2004

haha the third posting of the day. this shows how bored i am already. actually there was supposed to have a softball bbq tml at alicia's house but the unexpected happened. her grandma fell down at home and was sent to the hospital. the last that i heard was that her grandma was in icu having surgery. manz.. poor thing. no chinese new year celebrations.

hmm. then wednesday, i was talking to theodric and yinghui about kafai [dunnoe how to spell] and his cousin zhiyang.. haiz and that idiot had the cheek to say that i have a crush on kafai.. (-_-*) god. for heaven's sake, of all ppl - kafai. dunnoe wat he was thinking man.. i only made the remark that many j1s were interested in him and asked him if he found kafai cute. from there he drew the RIDICULOUS conclusion that I was interested in him. haiz..

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hmm should say wat happened on tuesday. we had class reunion dinner at jp's swensens.. it was quite comical. shuwen went in to see this really cute guy. she and angela were smitten by that dude. wahaha i didn't really think that he was that hot but he did have the angmoh look.. sometime that shuwen definitly finds cute in guys..

shuwen was sitting in front of me.. and the moment the water was served, she was drinking like nobody's business. i had yet to touch mine and she had already finished hers.. haha i found out anyway, the guy's duty was probably to top up our water and she drank so much so that he would come fill her cup again! she drank four cups of water before food was served. erm then angela asked him where the toilet was and i gave her another chance to talk to that guy by asking her to help me get tartar sauce.

we ended the night by taking several photos and i had pissed shawn so much touching his spiked up hair.. magmag also helped. he was so angry, he stood up from his chair glowering at us. but mag and i were laughing ourselves crazy.. at the end of the day he was so scared of having me stand by his side.. sighz.. man, will do that somemore another day..

tusday was the day when i realise that stoning was such a tiring job i had to keep myself enterained for one hour plus while the rest had their econs test. so i was at the grandstand watching ppl pe. elda was beside me but she left halfway.. i was sitting alone there and i noticed the cool ogl. he is in the same class as sebaz and theodric. if i am not wrong, his name is qifang.. the reason why i say he is so cool is cuz of the sisqo dance track lor.. he danced with so much sei* [dunnoe how to spell] haiz too bad i could only see him dance to that track once. he is quite the powerful k.. during pe, they were running the track and he was going to over take the last man k.. the second person behind him was sebaz who was quite some distance away..and i tot sebaz was very fit already..

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hmm school reopens and now i go to school later than usual. hopefully will meet yinghui when she boards the train.. but i ham ji so i am always a train earlier.. but i do get to be on the same train as theodric sometimes and also the COUPLE. they always went to school together but now they hold hands coming to school. tot it was quite alright but uncle theo* says they do all sorts fo stuff on the train.. haha i tot they were quite alright cuz all i see is they holding hands.. until *ahem* i saw them smooching at the interchange just as i was say 'they are ok wat'.. dear UNCLE theo, being the UNCLE he is, said.. wah lau, they do this kind of things wearing school uniform.. i really think elda-ly gave him the right nickname.. cuz that was a very uncle-ly thing to say..

haiz.. then just last saturday, i was roasted in the hot sun to look like a walking red lobster. now only after..wat six days? and i am already half as dark.. wah lau.. why can't i stay dark man.. damnit.. $%&$%&£^£. going back to the same colour so fast, means i have to go sunburn myself again to get dark.. plus all the freckles on my hands..arghh!!

talking about saturday's training.. we presented sam and chimby their present. both of them got a glove. haha the guys surrounded chimby and after he got his present, they trashed him.. haha but ming cheng stopped them and made all of the guys stand one line while chimby hit them each.. well, we girls would definelty not lose out on the fun so we ended up splashing everyone with water. instead of sam getting really wet, me and alicia were the ones who were the wettest. zheng qi had the role of making me wet..

me and kuanhuey also realised we have alot in common.. and thus we have decided to call ourselves, jie mei hua.. we spent a period playing ball on wednesday cuz we both had free periods. then we realised something.. really funny.. before theodric joined softball, we did not even know his presence. but after we got to know him.. he seemed to appear everywhere. me and kuanhuey made this observation..

*uncle theo is theodric and elda-ly [elderly] is elda.. a nick name they both gave each other

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Thursday, January 15, 2004

hmm. today, lessons have officially started. and the new class of mine is really small. 14 ppl only. hmm with the start of school, it would also mean the starting of softball training. aiyah. dunnoe wat to say.. it just feels different when you are already so familiar with the school - yet the ppl are still strangers. still trying to adjust to life. still kind of unable to adjust myself.. alamak.. the old insecure feeling is back. wun be able to meet old classmates now except maybe on wednesday when there is cca.. haven't got much free periods and my lessons end at 1.30, 12.45.. so i would be home early.

sometimes, i can just sit there and think about so many things.. aiyah.. my brain is bogging with so many things again.. hate that feeling.. so many things swimming in your head. and the only way to not think about them is to daydream.. haiz. it has been a good start and i hope it continues like that.

softball compeition comes in april, march. hmm.. would have loads of training but the guys have got loads of homework as well. aiyah.. that day after training on tuesday spent 40 minutes at bp talking cock with theodric, elda and weiqi. wahaha when we left bp, it was nearly 8.. hohohoho.. wahhaha and theodric has come up with the idea of sharing a cab with sebez and steffi. four of us share a cab but like a bit expensive leh.. from my house to school is $12. and after all the dropping of at different stops, should push up to 14? haiz.. 14 divide by 4 is $3 plus.. (-_-)* anyway, i wun wana be a lightbulb with sebaz and steffi.. they two.. haiz..

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